Destiny

I was calm. For the first time, in a very long time, I remained calm in a conversation about the future. It no longer depresses or scares me, I'm actually excited for it. Things are coming together in their own, weird, cosmic way. I'm finding my path and even though I keep falling down, I …

Two Down

HW:232 lbs CW: 218 lbs GW: 150 lbs GD: 3/23/2019 I forgot to post yesterday but I did remember to weigh. I was down 2 pounds and I hope it continues. I've been working really hard to make healthier eating choices. For example, yesterday I chose grilled fish over fried at Captain D's. I'm hoping …

Abnormal Heart

"So am I or am I not in heart failure?" Paraphrasing my doctor: 'Well you see there still isn't a definitive answer. We know your heart is definitely abnormal but that's all we know for sure.' "Okay..." • Today I wrapped up my doctors appointment feeling relieved. I have to choose to be relieved because …

Twinning with Kay

A few months before Kaydance was born, I legitimately was worried I wouldn’t live to meet her. I was in the thick of being evaluated for a heart transplant, and I just didn’t know what would happen. Live, Die, I didn’t know but thankfully needing a heart transplant has now been ruled out. Maybe in …

#Blessed

I’ve heard to make every day a good day and boy did I today! I had so much fun seeing a couple of my old friends at a brunch and brush lettering class held by By Design! I have been awing brush lettering for a few years and wanted to learn how to do it, …